Thursday, May 21, 2015


Today, I asked Yilun how he stays so optimistic despite being so far away from me and he responded by singing, "if I was your boyfriend I'd never let you go". 


Monday, May 18, 2015

It is week 7. It's windy outside, my hair is in my face, and I'm carrying this uncertain frown/smile everywhere I go.


In these last 3 weeks, I have some major things to accomplish!

  •  Personal Project (The Kind Collaborative) 
  • Capri IV (Photoshoot) 
  • Grad-Photos (With various friends)
  • Email (Professor Alario, Professor Gilmore..)
  • Become a Decision Analysis nerd
  • Sleep Earlier -_- 

Tuesday, May 5, 2015

I miss you again but you aren't here.

If I'm being completely honest, having a long distance relationship is actually neither fun nor easy. I know, nobody portrays a long distance relationship as easy anyways, but I just wanted to throw out my honest opinion in the case that anyone thought I made it seem easy.

It's really difficult. It's really sad. Most of the time, it feels lonely when you realize you can't hug the person you really want to hug and regardless of how many text messages, hours of phone calls, and anything else possible across technology (webcamming, text messages, emails and phone calls), it's never enough.

The feeling of seeing your significant other after a long period of time apart can only be explained in one word: surreal. It's like every moment without each other fast forwards to the very moment we are in each other's presence again.

Monday, April 27, 2015

An Epiphany.

I feel beautiful. So should you.


Sometimes, we think about things we shouldn't and let our imaginations get the best of us. It's a horrible feeling to know that your mind is playing games with you and the idea that it's "you" who is making your own heart feel weary. 

Regardless, I'm so happy to have such great friends by my side to keep in me in tact!

My friends, Karen and Cathy (along with Ly and Stephanie!), came to visit me in Santa Barbara this weekend and it was wonderful. :) We spent most of our time eating delicious food and strolling around downtown shopping! 

ALSO, I got a second piercing like I said I would! 

Gotta cut my hair next and add highlights hahahahahahaa. Just kidding. maybe. 

This morning, before they left, I brought them to my favorite patisserie, Renauds. :) Karen, Ly, and Stephanie each bought a box of beautiful macarons to bring home. 
I love how beautiful the colors are!

It dawned on me today that I am indeed turning into my mom.... (Not that that's a bad thing because she's a classy lady with lots of style and a way with the curling iron, but.. omg..idk) Maybe it's because I'm wearing her sweater haha.

Karen and Cathy surprised me with a selfie stick and it's the best thing in the world. Cathy and I used it to watch some youtube videos. ^_^

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Please read this.

(Warm fuzzies galore)

Tuesday, April 21, 2015